The process of my anger is simple actually. 90% of the time i vent out my anger through words via cursing and being sarcastic and probably bitchy. In person, when i get angry, i don't curse when people are around. And when i do get angry at someone face to face or through phone, no matter how much i want to use a bad word, i will still think twice before saying it aloud. When i play games like Nintendo or PS, i do swear a lot and i use the word M******** a lot. That one is like automatic.
Do i hate to lose? Who doesn't hate to lose? When i lose, i keep quiet, venting out my anger in silence. Like last night when Germany lost to Serbia, i was damn f*cking pissed off and it wasn't even Germany's fault since they are forced to play with 10 players. So sure those anti Germany fans will be happy and say things that Germany lose or whatever. That i still can handle. But at least they know that it's due to bad refereeing.
Now there's this one particular person who i shall not name, was taking this Germany losing too far and was testing my patience. He enjoys when any of my football team screws up. First time he provoked me, i was angry but i still maintain my coolness. He knew i was angry from the tone of my voice and from the way i was talking to him.
Then later, he provoked me again. Through "sms" about Germany losing. You know if people say things like "hahah Germany lose" or "Germany won't qualify" it won't provoked me that much but when you say something above that like "sore loser", you deserve a bitch slap from me. Fuck you if you say Germany is a sore loser because sore loser would be conceding lots of goal with just 10 men.
Not only does this asshole criticized Germany, but he say provoking things to me, attacking me in person, which only made me more fucking pissed off and he has the nerve to tell me it's just football. If it's just football, why did you need to remind me many fucking times about Germany losing? If it's just football, why do you need to remind me about the match through sms and calls?
The truth? He loves to provoked me but couldn't stand how bitchy i am. Well, if you don't want to see my bitchiness, stop provoking me. What, you think you can provoked me early in the morning and expect me to cool down by evening? I cool down on my own and will need 1 - 2 days to cool down. And yes, when im being provoked, my mouth wouldn't stop talking and i'll be so cold, colder than Antartika and my coldness is enough to show you what i think of you.
It's only natural when you provoked somebody, that person will retaliate and will retaliate even more if she/he thinks the provocation was unjustified. Then this person who provoked this other person seems to be taken aback with the retaliation. What, you think i'm gonna keep quit when you humiliate Germany like that? Nobody humiliates the things that i like.
I was just reading just now how England fans booed England after England just manage to draw with Algeria. Rooney was pissed off. If i was him, i'll be pissed off too. Your country still has the chance to qualify and if you boo them like that instead of supporting them, you think they will perform better for the next matches? I'll show the fans the middle finger. Just imagine if you have a family member who plays in that team, you want to boo them even if they lose or draw? You can boo when justice is not done but don't boo when you didn't win. Do you tell a student he's stupid when he fails his exam? No. I HATE ENGLAND but what the fans did is totally wrong. You call yourself a fan yet you boo your team?
Football. Sometimes the game can be irritating.
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