Standard of Women's Beauty

Firstly, i want to point out some things :

1. Almost every girls that i know, they plucked and shaped their eyebrows. They would be so hysterical about whether their eyebrows look like crap or not and i was actually IGNORANT of eyebrow shaping until i met my whorish stepmother (well, the bitch is divorced from my dad now so i can bitch about her as much as i pleased because she deserved to be bitched). She's totally into make up and that 'jamu' crap. She plucks her own eyebrows but once awhile she would go to the shop to do it and i would tag along. And that's when I encounter my FIRST eyebrow humiliation.

The stupid girl was trying to get me to shaped my eyebrows while my stepmom was doing hers. I politely DECLINED her. Then the WHORE says i should get my eyebrows done because mine LOOK LIKE A MAN. My mind was going WTF? But i just smiled back at her and said NO. I would have said FUCKING NO. Remembering that incident makes me go all VOLCANIC again.

My eyebrows AREN'T PERFECT because i don't shaped them or do whatever f*cking beauty thing on it. And my eyebrows isn't that TERRIBLE either you stupid c*nt!. It made me think that if in the first place i have no problem with my eyebrows, why in the hell should i changed it just because a stupid slut with the intention to get profit by insulting my eyebrows tell me i have terrible eyebrows? If really, my eyebrows LOOK LIKE A MAN, im pretty sure another person would have pointed it out to me.

2. I used to go to those expansive salons. now i only go to that RM 12 shop to trim my hair because i'm only trimming the damn thing, why should i pay RM 40 just for a miserable trim and the fact that i know they will cut it shorter than what i asked because they think they are the SMARTER one when it comes to hair fashion. Aside from that, these so called hair professionals think they are soo bloody smart (but the fact is MOST (especially those who have LASER MOUTHS) look bloody stupid with their ridiculous and outrageous haircut and terrible choice of hair dye), so they would make comments like how badly maintained your hair is, how you should use their products etc etc.

once i went to this hair salon, accompanying my friend who wanted to straightened her hair. So the owner of the fucked up salon, greeted us, and answered my friend's questions and that's when he started to give his SO CALLED OPINION despite none of us ask him, especially ME. he started to say that my hair is too long, doesn't look good. Or the fact that i needed a fringe because my forehead is broad so i need to cover it. And that my hair isn't healthy While he was bitching my hair, i take notice of his fucked up hair. All i know is that he dyed his hair in some annoying light brownish and he looks like a faggot. And that haircut makes him look extra faggot but truth to be told, he's a faggot from the way he's talking. It ticks me off that the asshole said my hair isn't healthy. What, he thinks his hair is so damn bloody healthy with all those amount of hair dye he puts in his hair?

Perhaps you think i'm the kind that can't handle critical comments. You are 20% right. But first and foremost, i never asked to be COMPLEMENTED, and neither did i ever asked to be INSULTED, especially when i never ask their opinions in the first place. But after what the guy said about my hair, i felt really miserable because before that, one or two people would say i have a nice hair (because its slightly curled). But even after what the asshole told me, there would still be some people who are appreciative of my hair, complementing it. Beauty is INDEED SUBJECTIVE. Some like my curls, while some think i need to straightened it. Since i like my curls and they are natural, it's sufficient that some think it's nice and hence, i kept it. And no one have any probs on how long my hair is. Hell, its still above my waist line.


So what I'm trying to point out from these 2 examples out of my many more irritating beauty encounter is that :


1. Why can't women be as original as men? Men don't need to wear tons of makeup to look radiant and fresh in pictures or in movies where else women have to do so. The thing is, women can in fact look radiant without makeup but over these past years and years and years women have been ASSOCIATED to make up too much that they become DEPENDENT on it, hence it's weird when one see a woman without makeup in commercial aids, parties, movies, weddings, etc. One zit on the face and women will scream in agony and act all distress as if the world is going to end. About about me? Acne prone face, i don't go around screaming in agony 24/7 over my pimples do i? I have to deal with many pimples where else some only have to deal with ONE that just happened to popped out.

2. Plastic surgery indicates that a woman lacked self esteem. Celebrities are addicted to plastic surgery. Especially that Heidi Montag bitch who recently did 10 plastic surgery procedures like breasts enlargement, liposuction, botox and whatever other crap there is. Truth to be told, the real BAD SIDE EFFECT can only be seen in a few more years --> you have the late Michael Jackson to proof that. And Anita Sarawak, i think she's doing botox like how she's breathing oxygen. Her skin is so damn tight, not a single wrinkle. Perhaps it's the thick makeup, but there's definitely high amount of botox in her face. Even young people have slight wrinkle near their eyes or something. But she's like ZERO WRINKLES.

3. I don't wear much makeup because makeup is like telling people you are hiding your real face, especially one who make up 24/7, like you have NEVER seen that PERSON without THICK eyeliner or THICK FOUNDATION. I dare say that i'm actually embracing my FLAWS --> my pimples, my large pores, my fatness, my so called 'bad' eyebrows', bad hair or whatever other flaws that i have. I embraced them, hell that's why i don't feel the urge to cover them up. Plus with my oily and pimple prone skin, thick makeup will only do more damage. No need a beauty expert to tell me that.

4. If someone actually compliments your beauty when it is enhanced with plastic surgery or makeup, how can one actually feel that's a compliment? It's not naturally, so why must you feel proud or happy? That's why i don't get it when girls are sooo happy when their pictures are photoshopped to make them look prettier, skinnier, and to eliminate any flaws. That's not the real you. That's like taking STEROIDS before winning a GAME where people will congratulate you on your great performance. You are nobody without steroids. You are nobody without makeup or plastic surgery.


P/s : you can actually love your own body if it' not because of people pin pointing your various flaws, making you feel down and if you can't really handle criticisms, you choose to succumb to it. I on the other hand, bitched back in my blogs when someone bitched about my flaws where my flaws don't even concerned them. I know very well i won't succumb to the need to change my physical appearance just because i didn't meet the 'typical and standard' beauty of society. Thus, that's why i need to vent out my anger in blogs.