Standard of Women's Beauty

Firstly, i want to point out some things :

1. Almost every girls that i know, they plucked and shaped their eyebrows. They would be so hysterical about whether their eyebrows look like crap or not and i was actually IGNORANT of eyebrow shaping until i met my whorish stepmother (well, the bitch is divorced from my dad now so i can bitch about her as much as i pleased because she deserved to be bitched). She's totally into make up and that 'jamu' crap. She plucks her own eyebrows but once awhile she would go to the shop to do it and i would tag along. And that's when I encounter my FIRST eyebrow humiliation.

The stupid girl was trying to get me to shaped my eyebrows while my stepmom was doing hers. I politely DECLINED her. Then the WHORE says i should get my eyebrows done because mine LOOK LIKE A MAN. My mind was going WTF? But i just smiled back at her and said NO. I would have said FUCKING NO. Remembering that incident makes me go all VOLCANIC again.

My eyebrows AREN'T PERFECT because i don't shaped them or do whatever f*cking beauty thing on it. And my eyebrows isn't that TERRIBLE either you stupid c*nt!. It made me think that if in the first place i have no problem with my eyebrows, why in the hell should i changed it just because a stupid slut with the intention to get profit by insulting my eyebrows tell me i have terrible eyebrows? If really, my eyebrows LOOK LIKE A MAN, im pretty sure another person would have pointed it out to me.

2. I used to go to those expansive salons. now i only go to that RM 12 shop to trim my hair because i'm only trimming the damn thing, why should i pay RM 40 just for a miserable trim and the fact that i know they will cut it shorter than what i asked because they think they are the SMARTER one when it comes to hair fashion. Aside from that, these so called hair professionals think they are soo bloody smart (but the fact is MOST (especially those who have LASER MOUTHS) look bloody stupid with their ridiculous and outrageous haircut and terrible choice of hair dye), so they would make comments like how badly maintained your hair is, how you should use their products etc etc.

once i went to this hair salon, accompanying my friend who wanted to straightened her hair. So the owner of the fucked up salon, greeted us, and answered my friend's questions and that's when he started to give his SO CALLED OPINION despite none of us ask him, especially ME. he started to say that my hair is too long, doesn't look good. Or the fact that i needed a fringe because my forehead is broad so i need to cover it. And that my hair isn't healthy While he was bitching my hair, i take notice of his fucked up hair. All i know is that he dyed his hair in some annoying light brownish and he looks like a faggot. And that haircut makes him look extra faggot but truth to be told, he's a faggot from the way he's talking. It ticks me off that the asshole said my hair isn't healthy. What, he thinks his hair is so damn bloody healthy with all those amount of hair dye he puts in his hair?

Perhaps you think i'm the kind that can't handle critical comments. You are 20% right. But first and foremost, i never asked to be COMPLEMENTED, and neither did i ever asked to be INSULTED, especially when i never ask their opinions in the first place. But after what the guy said about my hair, i felt really miserable because before that, one or two people would say i have a nice hair (because its slightly curled). But even after what the asshole told me, there would still be some people who are appreciative of my hair, complementing it. Beauty is INDEED SUBJECTIVE. Some like my curls, while some think i need to straightened it. Since i like my curls and they are natural, it's sufficient that some think it's nice and hence, i kept it. And no one have any probs on how long my hair is. Hell, its still above my waist line.


So what I'm trying to point out from these 2 examples out of my many more irritating beauty encounter is that :


1. Why can't women be as original as men? Men don't need to wear tons of makeup to look radiant and fresh in pictures or in movies where else women have to do so. The thing is, women can in fact look radiant without makeup but over these past years and years and years women have been ASSOCIATED to make up too much that they become DEPENDENT on it, hence it's weird when one see a woman without makeup in commercial aids, parties, movies, weddings, etc. One zit on the face and women will scream in agony and act all distress as if the world is going to end. About about me? Acne prone face, i don't go around screaming in agony 24/7 over my pimples do i? I have to deal with many pimples where else some only have to deal with ONE that just happened to popped out.

2. Plastic surgery indicates that a woman lacked self esteem. Celebrities are addicted to plastic surgery. Especially that Heidi Montag bitch who recently did 10 plastic surgery procedures like breasts enlargement, liposuction, botox and whatever other crap there is. Truth to be told, the real BAD SIDE EFFECT can only be seen in a few more years --> you have the late Michael Jackson to proof that. And Anita Sarawak, i think she's doing botox like how she's breathing oxygen. Her skin is so damn tight, not a single wrinkle. Perhaps it's the thick makeup, but there's definitely high amount of botox in her face. Even young people have slight wrinkle near their eyes or something. But she's like ZERO WRINKLES.

3. I don't wear much makeup because makeup is like telling people you are hiding your real face, especially one who make up 24/7, like you have NEVER seen that PERSON without THICK eyeliner or THICK FOUNDATION. I dare say that i'm actually embracing my FLAWS --> my pimples, my large pores, my fatness, my so called 'bad' eyebrows', bad hair or whatever other flaws that i have. I embraced them, hell that's why i don't feel the urge to cover them up. Plus with my oily and pimple prone skin, thick makeup will only do more damage. No need a beauty expert to tell me that.

4. If someone actually compliments your beauty when it is enhanced with plastic surgery or makeup, how can one actually feel that's a compliment? It's not naturally, so why must you feel proud or happy? That's why i don't get it when girls are sooo happy when their pictures are photoshopped to make them look prettier, skinnier, and to eliminate any flaws. That's not the real you. That's like taking STEROIDS before winning a GAME where people will congratulate you on your great performance. You are nobody without steroids. You are nobody without makeup or plastic surgery.


P/s : you can actually love your own body if it' not because of people pin pointing your various flaws, making you feel down and if you can't really handle criticisms, you choose to succumb to it. I on the other hand, bitched back in my blogs when someone bitched about my flaws where my flaws don't even concerned them. I know very well i won't succumb to the need to change my physical appearance just because i didn't meet the 'typical and standard' beauty of society. Thus, that's why i need to vent out my anger in blogs.

The issue with the word Allah

Fine, so translate Allah to English, it means GOD. I googled up and it shows that non muslims Arab use Allah to refer to God. So the issue now in Malaysia is that the Christian Herald wants to use the word Allah for the publication of their news in Malay. And many Muslims disagree with this despite the recent judge's decision in allowing the Herald to use the word Allah. There will be an appeal on this decision. This is what i think of this all issue :

1. The Christian Herald claims that they want to use the word Allah because their Malay version of the scriptures used the word Allah ( i read this from an online article in Malaysian Insider) : He explained that the Catholic Church had been using the word in the manner prescribed because it was contained in the Bahasa Malaysia version of the Scriptures, which had been approved by the church's authorities "a long time ago". So one can only BLAME the "GENIUS" who allowed the word Allah to be used when the Malay version of the scripture was published. 10 years ago, when i was 13 years old, i just simply read a bible of my friend's, which was in the Malay version. They referred to God as Allah and i was surprised by this. You know why am i surprised? Coz when you talk to a Christian, they never refer to God as Allah, it's only GOD or TUHAN. Even if you talk to a Christian in Malay, they never use Allah, just Tuhan. So why wasn't this an issue 10 years ago? On this arguement, you can't blame them if they want to use the word Allah.

2. However, if they want to translate the teachings of Christianity into Malay, why use Allah? Allah is an Arabic term. Malays use TUHAN to describe God. Suddenly the Christian religious authorities have a thing for Arabic terms? If so, why don't they use Allah in the English version of their bibles?

3. The funny thing is, even if this word Allah is allowed to be used by the Christians, it won't cause confusion among the Muslims. Personally, i think it would cause greater confusions among the Christians. English speaking Christians definitely don't use the word Allah while the Malay speaking Christians (probably a lot of them in East Malaysia) use Allah. So if these two were to meet, one will be referring to Allah and the other God. Who's the confused one now? In Malaysia, we are soooooo used to the word Allah being used among Muslims and in MALAYSIA that when one says Allah, we think Islam, ONE God ---> this is probably what the Christian who use the word GOD ALSO thinks. Ask any Hindu or Buddist who is Allah, they will say the God in Islam. Do u actually think a Christian would call their God Allah? None of my Christian friends EVER refer to their God as Allah. Ask them to say it, they will feel one kind - it will be like admitting your God is the God in Islam (because they know that's what Muslims call their God).

4. To some of my Christian friends out there, the Muslims are simply suspicious that why all of a sudden the Herald wants to use the term Allah. Perhaps the Herald have a bad motive or perhaps no motive at all. Being a law student, i've learnt that MOTIVE is VERY HARD to PROOF. I believe that the term Allah can be use by the Herald because it generally refers to God in Arabic. But their (Herald) argument is that they want to translate the scriptures in Malay, so my question is so why don't use TUHAN? Any Malaysians would know what TUHAN means but not all Malaysians know what Allah means because it's Arabic and only used by Malays because their religion is Islam and the Quran in in Arabic. You ask any non muslims in Malaysia who is Allah and most will say "isn't that the God that Muslims pray to?". Ask a Christian "Do you believe in Allah?" they will think twice before answering it compare to answering instantly to a question like "Do you believe in God?"

Another question that i would like to ask, when lonng long time ago the Christian religious authorities in Malaysia decide to translate the bible into Malay version, why use Allah instead of TUHAN? At that point of time, when u decide to use the word Allah, you know very well the term is used by Muslims to refer to their God in Islam but yet you use it.

P/S : Initially i didn't want to blog about this but when i came across several comments on this issue, some of the comments pisses me off - especially those who think that the Muslims in Malaysia are making a BIG deal out of a small matter (which i do agree this is just a small matter which can be resolve easily). It pisses me off that some comments think that there is some political agenda (which i don't see any?) or the fact that the Muslims Malaysians are being GREEDY in not wanting to share the word Allah with other religions. The thing is, we are simply SUSPICIOUS. For example, i always wear GUESS handbags, always, for years and years. And i have a close friend who knows im a Guess handbags freak but she never buys one. then one day, in that many many years, she decides to buy the same guess handbag that i buy (there are soo many freaking kind of guess handbags but yet she wants to buy the SAME ONE like me!). Besides being PISSED OFF, of course i'll be suspicious, i would be thinking "Is the bitch trying to imitate me?", "Is your motive to PROVOKE me into bitch slapping you?". Okay, i know thats a lousy example but you get the drift.

No Money to Support Children - Who's Fault?

Sibling A occasionally asks MONEY from sibling B, amounting to thousands and with every lending of money by sibling B, sibling A NEVER PAYS BACK. What, just because you are families you aren't suppose to pay back? When one says one wants to borrow, one should PAY BACK. And do you expect Sibling B to LEND AGAIN if the previous loan was never repaid? OF COURSE NOT.

Let's just say recently sibling A ATTEMPTS to ask money from sibling B again. This time giving excuse that she NEEDS MONEY FOR HER CHILDREN. Personally i think this is one FUCKED UP EXCUSE to gain SYMPATHY. You may think this is a small matter but it isn't.

To my awareness, Sibling A is a bitch that likes making a lot of babies despite not being financially stable - pardon my manners but i hate this shameless bitch. All i know she has more than 3 children.

It has come to my attention that MOST people with financial difficulties like having a lot of children while those who are financially stable have one or two children. This really pisses me off. Don't you think of your children future before you plan to make more? I thought parents always want what is best for their children and if you think you can only send one, two or three to college, why have the rest? Then you are not being fair to the rest of the children.

You are not stopped from having children but don't be selfsih to your children and use your brains when you decide how many children you want. What kind of person are you, have so many children and yet want to ask others to help you out to support your children? If you didn't have so many children, than you wouldn't be face with such burden.

It's like this...

You want to drive a Mercedes or BMW car but you don't really have the money to pay for it but instead you get a loan. Then you have difficulty paying your loans. Have you bought a local car or perhaps a Toyota or Honda, your loan wouldn't be that much. Crap, i don't know if you understand this example.

PETA (People for Ethical Treatment of Animals)

http://www.peta.org/index.asp

Above is a link to PETA website for a better understanding on what PETA is all about and its activities. To make it simple, it's a group that fights for animal rights. I love animals, that's why I like what PETA is doing. I hate cruelty against animals despite the fact that i'm not a vegetarian. But i have some ISSUES with PETA and that's what this blog entry is all about. The issues ?

1. Their advertisements are like PORNOGRAPHY. They have naked celebrities posing nude to promote their cause with slogans such as "I RATHER GO NUDE THAN WEAR FUR" or promoting people to become vegetarian by having nude people posing. I don't see how these are relevant to being naked? Can't you wear something else besides fur rather than going naked? It's like trying to make an ad to get people to stop smoking by putting my slogan like "I RATHER GO NUDE THAN SMOKE". Are you trying to promote nudism?

2. Sometimes, PETA can go crazy by doing street demonstration. Some of the supporters will demonstrate in the NUDE, AGAIN. First it was naked posters, now naked demonstrations.

3. Vegetarian is a healthy life style but it doesn't mean that if you eat meat you are not living a healthy lifestyle. Eating meat doesn't mean you are being cruel to animals. One animal eat another animal, is that cruel? NO. That's what all of us do, the purpose of eating meat is for SURVIVAL. Besides, we humans are OMNIVOURS, we eat meat and non meat products. We have CANINE teeth which clearly means that we ate meant to eat meat. We all learn in school that the purpose of canine tooth is to TEAR MEAT. Why did God give us canine tooth if we are not meant to eat meat? Some of these PETA ads tend to make non vegetarians look evil because we eat meat.


The pictures below will illustrate the points that i am making :

Seriously, what kind of freaking advertisment is this? It's a DISGRACE to Christianity. The Pope will have a heart attack.

A DISGRACE to your country by posing nude with your country's flag? In Malaysia, if you are naked and you wrapped your naked self with Malaysia flag, you will get SCREWED by the country. It's very DISRESPECTFUL.

Another NUDE BIMBOISH AD...

Hello, you DON'T have to be NAKED to SAVE ANIMALS...


Street demonstration. I have to admit, it's CREATIVE but UTTERLY STUPID. Eating meat is not wrong to the extend you have to show it this way..

Pregnant woman demonstrating it's cruel to caged animals.. And you can see the sign GO VEGETARIAN. Is this how you attract people to be vegetarian? By using naked women?


Another nude vegetarian ad.. Stupid and conceptless..


Another stupid naked vegetarian ad..


AHHH, this is my super favourite ad. I give it 5 star rating.. If u want to tell people wearing fur is wrong, then this is how you do it. You give them CLEAR STRAIGHT MESSAGE. No nakedness involved. This is what you call EFFECTIVE ADVERTISMENT. Whoever created this is a genius.


CONCLUSION : PETA should really RETHINK how they are promoting their cause. It's WRONG and IMMORAL - poking fun at their country and religion indirectly. Do you expect people to take their cause seriously if the way they are promoting their cause look semi porno?

Sometimes I HATE my KIND

As a WOMAN, sometimes i HATE my own KIND. So really, you can't call me a feminist because though i bitch about men, and blame every problem on them occasionally, i do admit that some women can be DISGUSTING people.

I hate SHAMELESS GOLD DIGGING CUNTS, SLUTS, WHORES. I hate women who throw themselves at men. Women who use their looks and body (because these kind of women are world class bimbos) to use men to get what they want. In addition, i also hate men who are too stupid to see through these kind of scheming, cunning whores. Men are indeed SUPERFICIAL. The problem with most men is that they only know how to appriciate pretty women who are submissive to them. Men emphasize BEAUTY over BRAINS. How many women in this world are being admired for their BRAINS and LEADERSHIP instead of just beauty?

Some people may think i'm a slut because i dress sexily but firstly, i don't use my body to get men and secondly i don't throw myself at men like some air head uneducated cheap bimbos. Nor do i steal someone's bf or husband. Dressing sexy is wrong but it's for my own pleasure. Im not perfect and this is one of my many flaws.

Anyway, i'm gonna make a GENERAL STATEMENT here : to any possible young gold digging cunts that are trying to get close to someone that i know, if i ever see ur fucked up slutty whorish face, im gonna forked out ur fucking eyes and give u a tight fucking slap and pull ur fucking hair off ur scalp.

I always know my big body is a blessing in disguise for me to beat up those skinny ass cunts that are trying to mess with me or my family.

P/S : don't ask me who am i referring to in my blog coz i won't tell.

Hello 2010!!

In 2009, there were attempts by me to create my own blog in blogspot but it didn't work out because i did it half heartedly. I am an active blogger but only on Myspace because i've joined Myspace for 7 years now. Besides, i find there's a lot of privacy on Myspace since nobody knows me in person there. Thus, i can bitch all i want and don't have to worry about possibilites of those who i bitched about reading my posts. Don't get me wrong, not that im a bitchful person it's just that when i become ANGRY, i become BITCHY.

So what MOTIVATES me to blog? Basically it's my ANGER. I'm always angry but i don't always let out my anger in public or to that person who i'm angry with. That's why i need to blog - to let off my anger and to cool off and to bitch and curse like nobody's business. So be prepared, when im in a FOUL MOOD, my blog posts may contain bad words.

Since the new year just started, it's a further motivation for me to start this new blog and be more serious about it. Plus, i thought of abandoning Myspace sooner or later. In addition to that, lately many things have been pissing me off like hell so i need to blog about it but don't feel like blogging it on my blog in Myspace. I'm not even sure if i want to notify anyone that i have this blog. If they happen to come across it, then they can read it. I won't notify.

In 2009, i've completed my 3 year law degree and currently doing CLP (certificate in legal practice). Just broke up too, it was a 2 year ++ relationship. I think these are 2 major turning points in my life for the year 2009. Of course, in between there are some minor ups and downs in my life.

Therefore, let's wait and see what 2010 have in store for moi and all of us! What good fortune awaits, not to mention the possible shitty things that might happen... Yes, i'm a VERY OPTIMISTIC person. And a person blessed with sarcasms.